I will soon have some new work to put up on here...

It's just taken me a while to get back to writing. I have incurred somewhat of a personal apocalypse, broke things into pieces and found where they fit and how they fit there. I am once again changing, metamorphosing into something different... quite a bit closer to where I was 2 years ago and yet no where near there at all.

I mean to say that I am closer to me, and who I want to be; all the while forgetting and moving past you and who you will never be. Not just to yourself or the world, but to me.

I can't keep putting pieces of myself into other people to make them whole and happy, or eventually I will be left with nothing. I am working to make something of myself. To get better than I am, to be better than I am, or was. I am looking on the bright side of things.

I am nearly married now. And through the ups and downs, we have come out better for it. The past 3 months of my life have been a gift to both of us. He is in the Navy, not just for himself, but for me as well. There are goals and dreams that we both share that only the Navy can provide for us. We are taking full advantage of it, in every way possible.

I will be putting up some more recent work on here in the next few days, and I am excited about that. Always the exhibitionist at heart.


"if you can hear this don't assume that I'm talking to ya" ~Marilyn Manson